fly to jesus

 mipps went to be with Jesus last night. 

in one second, all i want to do is share something on social media. to share the pain, the heartache that so many people over are sharing about this man. in the next second, i think this is so dumb. i don't want to share on social media or anything how this man is gone. he was special and this seems like some made up story that someone is trying to tell. but it's not. he's not on this earth anymore. 

i have known this man my entire life. he's been a part of the batiansila world since my dad was 13....so he's known most of my family their entire lives. he's always been kind, giving, there. he's been there for everything- family events, church services, games, premieres, weddings....you name it, he's been there. he's been a lot to so many people and i know he's touched so many lives. i can't imagine him not being in our lives. i can't imagine him not being in my dad's life, and i know he doesn't want to even imagine that. he's been my dad's closest friend, there through EVERYTHING for ...ever. they've always stood by each other's sides, even when most didn't. he's been an example of Jesus love and kindness to many, many people. i pray that you all experience His love through someone on this earth- we experienced it through Mark Natzke. 

i don't want to share how much he meant to my family and our lives, because that means we have to admit that he isn't on this earth anymore....and that hurts. 

i drove home today and had the vision of mipps meeting others in heaven. i saw him hugging those we miss and love the most already. i saw him bending over a little to hug grandpadu, shook my grandpa frega's hand, and hugged my grandma frega. but you know who i saw first, was him holding zoe. <3 <3