i've been waiting

i've been waiting...

i've been waiting to do this for a while now. start blogging again. have an outlet for my thoughts to go. i kind of forgot what it was to sit and write my thoughts out. when i rediscovered this space, i realized how long it's been since i've done this and if it will feel right to give it another go....not that i have followers, or a specific thought process to what this will be except, i've been realizing that i need to write out some thoughts. they aren't necessarily profound or special, they are just thoughts in my head that need to be "out there". 

i've been waiting...

ugh, 2020. that's all everyone has been saying. first, it was that 2020 was going to be THE year. because everyone will finally have 20/20 vision. ;) ha. ha. ha. on them. i knew it was going to be a special year, but DANG... so many things have happened and it's hard to fully process them. i don't know that i have fully processed it quite yet. we all had so many things to look forward to and things that blindsided us in a way that most didn't know was possible. 

i have so many things on my mind, to go into this blog..i wish i could write all these posts right now. that my mind would word vomit it all out and that my fingers would be able to keep up with everything that is spewing from my brain. but that doesn't seem too possible right now. 

what i am working on figuring out and wrapping my brain around, though i know i will never fully be able to do it, is how much He loves. you. me. everyone. 

everyone in this crappy, crazy, chaotic world. He loves. 

judah. just came out with a song a few days ago. it's called just because. 

He loves you and me JUST because He does. 

dang. that's what i've been waiting for. that's what i've been waiting to hear....all of 2020. 

 teia